Tuesday, December 13, 2011

So i just asked out one of my best friends now what....? (well sort of asked her out)?

okay so this weekend i went on a trip to france with my school and for most of the journey there i sat next to my crush for almost three years but also one of my best friends and we talked and talked about school, home e.t.c and she made me take different quizzes about your personality and crushes from a magazine that she bought and one of the questions was 'is she easily scared by blood?' and i said i'm not sure about that one and skipped it, needless to say she inquired about who it was and i subtly changed the subject and carried on talking, the next day we went to the eiffel tower and for a while now i've thought that she likes me too, but i wasn't sure but i decided to not really ask her out, but tell her how i really feel, so atop of the eiffel tower i took her to one side and made small talk until i gathered the courage to tell her, i reminded her of the magazine the day before and asked her if she was easily scared by blood and she said no, so i then said that she had answered my question and she asked what i meant by that and i told her that i liked her and straight away she hugged me then i asked if she liked me back, and she looked at me and said that she really didn't know and then said that she was confused but she does think she likes me and said that she needs to think after that we walked around and talked for a while and she asked me why i liked her, and i told her my reasons; she was smart, funny, really pretty especially her eyes and then i told her what ever we thought of each other that our friendship shouldn't and wouldn't get ruined by this. then we made more small talk and went down, for the rest of the trip (maybe half a day) we talked when we met but otherwise kept our distance and came back to england. i'll see her tomorrow in school and i'm not sure what to do, if anyone can help i'll forever be in your debt, BUT the real reason for me writing in is what shall i do to stop thinking about her for even a minute i mean everything i think about just comes back to her, i really dint know what to do when i meet her or otherwise, last thing; i think i just wasted my question points because i don't think im actually asking a question but i really needed to write this down or tell someone that i don't know and this was the best i could think of....

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