Help??drama drama drama?

It seems like Everyone hates me my ex bestfriend told everyone this rumor and they all hated me and try to beat me up no one would talk to me for months cause of her except 3 people from my avid cl but I can't call someone and vent to them I'm not that close I feel so lonely all the time now in my avid cl everyone hates me cause I asked them to stop sending me messages on facebook it's just seems like my lifes falling apart sometimes I wish I could be dead cause I'm just tired of people always pushing me around and hating me for stuff I didn't even do....what do I do? I'm so tired of being depressed all the time and being like fml.